leaving in 7 hours time. am gonna pack my laptop in very soon. laugh it off, HAHAHA.
i miss singapore, really! bye!


There's no combination of words
i could put on the back of the postcards,
no song that i could sing
but i can try for your heart,
our dreams, and they are made out of real things,
like a shoebox of photographs,
with sepiatone loving,
love is the answer
at least for most of the questions in my heart,
like why are we here? and where do we go?
and how come it's so hard?
it's not always easy,
and sometimes life can be deceiving,
i'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together

mmm, it's always better when we're together
yeah, we'll look at the stars when we're together
well, it's always better when we're together
yeah, it's always better when we're together

and all of these moments
just might find their way into my dreams tonight
but i know they'll be gone,
when the morning light sings
and brings new things,
but tomorrow night you see
that they'll be gone too,
too many things i have to do,
but if all of these dreams might find their way
into my day to day scene
i'll be under the impression,
i was somewhere in-between
with only two,
just me and you
not so many things we got to do,
or places we got to be
we'll sit beneath the mango tree now

yeah, it's always better when we're together

Mmm~
i believe in memories
they look so, so pretty when i sleep
hey now, and when, and when i wake up,
you look so pretty sleeping next to me
but there is not enough time,
and there is no, no song i could sing
and there is no combination of words i could say
but i will still tell u one thing,
we're better together

better together- jack johnson










uhm,



tried packing my luggage but eventually end up in front of the computer. can't sleep though. slept through the day, and night as well. only to find myself awake at 830pm, shite only the word to say. forgot to call maisie too. short term memory worsening, sigh. had only managed to throw all the stupid adapters inside the luggage cos seriously i don't know what to pack first. begin to agree with qad- malissa that everything seems to be in use the next day. so ah, that's how we drag. haha. there is so much things that i wanna do within this 2 days (okay sounded abit like i'm leaving for eternity), but 2 months away from home, away from friends, away from things that i took granted for, really puts me feeling sad. and embarrassingly, i am not prepared for it. i know i can't wake up at 6am every morning without at least 20 wake-up calls from my mum (which means chiuyee gonna have a hard time, sorry chiuyee), is not hardworking enough to put on so many pieces of clothings before getting my ass out, is not capable of washing and ironing clothes, and most importantly is unable to take good care of myself. BUT since i had signed up for this stupid thing voluntarily, i jolly well shuddup and take up this challenge- can be known as Survivor VII, china (as what su wensheng had described). haha. bought 3 books (p.s i love you, i know its in the theatres now don't ask me why; daring to dream by nora roberts; and cross-word puzzling) and intend to spend time reading them over at china. this is not to let my English worsen since it is already quite bad now though. haha. been listening to this chinese song by angela chang. its called bu xiang dong de. direct translation means don't wish to understand. so strange, lmao. nice song from the taiwanese drama romantic princess. i know lah, to some of you is a cheesy show. ha azmi, i know you're one of them. stop lol-ing when reading this. haha. wonder when is gossip girl season 2 coming out. the last episode is like freaking freaking long ago. actually i don't mind watching season 1 over again cos it's so fucking nice. serena van der woodsen is omg gorgeous and i bet any normal girl would want to be like her (yes i am too). shite can't seem upload any pictures, bloody blogspot.
shockness 4.05am now. right, really have to sleeeeeep.


hello,
my template nice not? (:
its february 14 today, and every year i feel the same with no date. its actually quite a depress thing. haha. happy valentine's day supler sluttish swinging sassy singles out there!


procrastinate procrastinate procrastinate
this blog would be dead by anytime
cant believe im flying off, 2 more days :( for 2 whole months :(




uhm,


happy new year to all my chinese friends, as well as the other races who share this festive joy with us. once again, gong xi fa cai! so sad that i was sick for this time round, so have to refrain myself from eating all the heaty but yummy new year delicacies (like bak kua pineapple tarts and loveletters! omg..) the ang baos this year have shrunk terribly. i only got 238$ for today, the first day. which is considered little as for previous years i would normally gather like 300 plus dollars on the first day. saded. oh but i was quite lucky on the gambling table. won 27$. probably this is not alot compared to all the big brothers and sisters playing mahjong inside the room, where i heard they can win or lose up to hundreds? but well, small bets for little kids like us is enough. haha. my china trip is set and i would be flying on the 17th night, a 1215am flight. which means i must be at the airport by 9pm (guys, remember. haha) guess im really leaving singapore for 2 whole months. hope everything is gonna turn out fine. and i only have my chiuyee to depend on. haha.
im tucking in soon. meeting cousin at town tomorrow to watch cj7. after that straight to ah ma house again and at night, black jack!